So I've been having this problem where I want it all but I'm not willing to sacrifice anything for it.  I keep attempting to juggle things around to make it all fit together but it isn't working anymore.  I have to give up something.  Unfortunately that something had to be a person.  A person who meant so much to me.  I think it was the right decision but I still wonder sometimes. 
I'm in that strange place where I was away for most of the year and now I have to go home.  I know I have friends there but it's still a bit weird.  I'm afraid that I'll take a step back into the same place I was a year ago more than physically.  Plus I've made a new life in another city with friends spread across the state for the summer and I'm really going to miss them.
So there's that.  My first real blog in over a year and no one is going to read it.  It's probably for the best.

So....one time I met this hobo in a dark alley on the south side of Compton and I totally shanked his ass. I didn't like the leering look he had on his face and his sheer laziness. He had the nerve to ask me for money and I told him to get a job. He tried to give me some bullshit Nam story and I just couldn't stop myself. I just had to shank him. I did however leave the classifieds section of the LA times I was carrying next to him and called an ambulance. I'm sure he's better off.

Snow Day!-sort of.  We got out of school about 2 hours early which is good enough for me!  I've been pretty happy lately.  Cody was home for a couple of days last week and that was really nice.  I miss him like crazy but we're making it work.  He'll be home for a few weeks next time so I'm excited for that.  Things are going well at home too.  I even took my mom to the movies last week.  We saw Borat and very much enjoyed it.  Great movie.  Anyway, that's just a short little update.  Hope everyone else is doing well and if you aren't, well... suck it up.